Small Town Girl

random feelings put into words..


it hurts to be judged.
it hurts to be misunderstood.
it hurts to get hurt by someone u love.
it hurts to b left alone.
it hurts to face the cruel truths.
But.. after a hurricane, comes a rainbow.
So we keep our hopes alive.
For a better tomorrow..
TW.


Have you ever clung to a desire for so long
that your eyes saw nothing else?
The most beautiful part of existence is the ability to dream,
to aspire toward a goal, no matter how lofty!

Like the little girl with her hand outstretched to the stars,
hoping for just one touch of the cosmos.
Try as she may, with all of her might
soon she will realize she cannot reach very far.
That little girl does not cry!
In fact she simply sits there,
smiling.

And soon tonight, like many before
her mother will call with affection,
peeking out the front door.
'Sweetheart, my darling where are you?
It's getting late and you need your sleep! '
That little girl does not whine!
In fact she just walks in,
smiling.

The little girl with her hands to the sky,
is content with the knowledge that tomorrow is another day.
Her arms will be one day longer,
and the stars will still be there.
Her dream may wither until it can't even be seen
but her dream will never tear.

-- anonymous.



Because I’m an Architect, I will spend years refining the design of my own home. It will be an elegant representation of my hard learned design philosphy. It will be innovatively conceived, yet ultimately unbuilt.

Because I’m an Architect, I will buy an expresso machine today. Yes, I already have a coffee maker. Several actually. what’s your point?

Because I’m an Architect, I will value quality over usefulness.

Because I’m an Architect, I would prefer a better car than the one I can afford.

Because I’m an Architect, I will insist on environmentally sensitive design principles. But, those sunshades are weakening the connection between the inside and outside spaces. I’m trying to allow the users to experience nature here. I’m not going to do that with tinted glass.

Because I’m an Architect, I will dress simply, or minimally. You may dress mini-mall-ly if you must.

Because I’m an Architect, I will know more than one word for angst. Just like the Eskimos and snow. When you’re surrounded by a thing, you notice the subtle variations.

Because I’m an Architect, I will not give you advice on designing your kitchen, I’m trying to enjoy the dinner party. Well, actually, fine… what kind of “entertaining” do you and your husband/wife like to do?

Because I’m an Architect, I will store books in my house and office. I will have “flipped” through many of them.

Because I’m an Architect, I will redesign my business cards, and your’s look like you made them at Office Depot.

Because I’m an Architect, I will be a renewable resource, like fly ash.
Because I’m an Architect, I will know less than my level of education would imply, but will always appear to know more than you do.

Because I’m an Architect, I will never specify a shower curtain.

Because I’m an Architect, Although I will know that something that is 18 inches wide will align with something that is 12 inches wide every 3 feet, I will not think that’s good enough.

Because I’m an Architect, I will think I can do that better than you are doing it. unless we’re talking about fly-fishing.

Because I’m an Architect, I will be over in the corner, separate, not equal.

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okay first up, i would like to mention that i've deleted around 30 posts from the year 2007, 08 & 09 purely because they were a bit too personal.. talk about me?..I am easily hurt, prone to getting colds, choosy and always want the best, know how to make friends, talkative, daydreamer, friendly, temperamental, love to dress up, get easily bored, fussy, seldom show emotions, take time to recover when hurt, brand conscious, stubborn, Sensitive, polite and soft-spoken, Think far with vision, easily influenced by kindness, always have lots of ideas, have an active mind, always hesitating, tend to delay things, funny and humorous, love to joke, abiding,..blah blah blah.. the list just goes onn.. :P :)